Preface Redux

… puppy love, just drifted away, never really was exclusive, too catholic, too aloof, She got into cocaine and Jack thought that shit was jack, She was too young for Jack, She was obsessed with Tarot, their politics collided, Jack always thought she felt ashamed to be seen with him, Jack met her at a bus stop and then they went to her place -- Jack left in less than an hour, She only liked Jack because he scared her, they only ever really flirted, Jack became obsessively needy, her parents disapproved, there was just too much history, Jack was just a fling, one day she was just gone – vanished with all her belongings, Jack went away to school, She got bored, Jack wanted her more than she wanted him, she was a pathological liar, she wanted a family – now, her band sucked, he was too shy against her shyness, she was married, Jack thought that She thought herself better than Jack, the sex was really bad, She was too old for Jack, it was all pretend, Jack was too serious, She was weak, She ordered a California roll, She’d devoted her life to promiscuity, Jack was allergic to her iguana, he lost her at a rave, she became a vegan, Jack never quite figured out why, She was out of his league and nothing should have been started in the first place, Jack always felt slightly ashamed to be seen with her, Jack went broke, Jack knew he was asking too much of her but jack got the better of Jack, the earthquake ruined everything, She was too needy, he caught her with another man -- an actor none-the-less, She moved out of the country, Jack caught her stealing objects from his flat, Jack was weak, She thought his band sucked, “I’m getting married next week.” She said, Jack thought her art was mediocre, She was bi-polar and Jack got tired of the violence that occurred when she went off her meds, she perspired too much, Jack got jealous, Jack got bored …

These are how it always ends.

The hopeless _________, a preface.